Wednesday, November 02, 2005
ok it's wednesday. it was boring. yeah plain boring!! damn i felt so tired every morning when im about to go skool. after lessons it makes me even no mood, then i'll just call somebody to disturb. somebody talk to me!! was what i felt.. ha! god im nuts. mom, let me tell u.. i think this month's bill gonna explode. im trying hard to save money by not eating, i think i can survive one meal per day. hmmm, no it's not think, i CAN and WILL survive. anyway in this world, it's the survival of the fittest. who cares if im dead.. hahaha ~
lesson in skool as usual, nothing special happened. went to club after skool cos i have mtg today so i waited there. well there's lots of ppl for a period of time, and there's some weird feeling in me. i just wanna get out but since there's no place to go, i hid well within myself. my world is dark, will someobdy show me the way to live. i think this world is getting more and more depressing as each day passes. ugh.. save me from the nothing i've become.
i donno wad to blog la...... baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! just wanna screaaaam to myself. hahahahaha @(*&#. im nuts, uh oh ~!
the problem lies within me, i cannot forgive myself. why should i forgive myself ?
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